Smother my love 18+
I'm not convinced Im completely done with this yet....we'll see. But this is what I've got so far. I might alter it in the future, who knows. But I finished a story, finally, by fuck.....
1998
1998
- 1 -
Alaska. Halloween night. Jake didn't dress up, just so people would ask him what he was supposed to be. "I'm my evil twin, Ekaj," he would explain.
"But you don't look any different," the irritating questioner would retort.
"That's what makes me so insidious."
Well, at least he thought it was clever, as clever as most 17-year-olds got, he decided.
- 1 -
Alaska. Halloween night. Jake didn't dress up, just so people would ask him what he was supposed to be. "I'm my evil twin, Ekaj," he would explain.
"But you don't look any different," the irritating questioner would retort.
"That's what makes me so insidious."
Well, at least he thought it was clever, as clever as most 17-year-olds got, he decided.
Chapter 2
Chapter 2: Caught Up
Normally, I would've had DANTE teleport me straight to the Magna Black estate, about an hour's drive from the office. I made an effort to stay out of sight and arrive somewhere quiet, so no one would be the wiser regarding the exact means of my comings and goings.
With Martie here, however, I needed to play it straight, like a regular guy of normal means. Well, almost. [i}DANTE, I need a cab here, quick![/i]
Normally, I would've had DANTE teleport me straight to the Magna Black estate, about an hour's drive from the office. I made an effort to stay out of sight and arrive somewhere quiet, so no one would be the wiser regarding the exact means of my comings and goings.
With Martie here, however, I needed to play it straight, like a regular guy of normal means. Well, almost. [i}DANTE, I need a cab here, quick![/i]
Tears of joy
Rolling tears tingle against
hard pressed cheeks
as we sink to the
bottom of our
miserable
spectrum.
Happiness
is lost to the
days when
hope was
handed
out like
confetti.
But when
did we give up
till the end we said
we would fight but now
the end has come
and where is
your love?
So you
left to
find the
better
times.
But they are ashes now.
Hold me
hard pressed cheeks
as we sink to the
bottom of our
miserable
spectrum.
Happiness
is lost to the
days when
hope was
handed
out like
confetti.
But when
did we give up
till the end we said
we would fight but now
the end has come
and where is
your love?
So you
left to
find the
better
times.
But they are ashes now.
Hold me
Love Story
Window Fog
Window Fog
I can see you from below my window
Standing in the rain wrestling
With your lighter, the one you stole
From the shop that has naked girls on magazines
That we looked at before we were ready,
And I realize something about you.
You murder every romantic fairy tale I've been told
And now you stand below my window
Smoking a cigarette while I have a sheet over my chest
And your semen dripping down my leg
And I wonder if standing in the rain is how you rinse.
I can see you from below my window
Standing in the rain wrestling
With your lighter, the one you stole
From the shop that has naked girls on magazines
That we looked at before we were ready,
And I realize something about you.
You murder every romantic fairy tale I've been told
And now you stand below my window
Smoking a cigarette while I have a sheet over my chest
And your semen dripping down my leg
And I wonder if standing in the rain is how you rinse.
In their eyes
As the day begans the sun raises in the sky
The lilltle one up running jumping playing
The engery you wish you had
The life you miss
The on going day
The on going drages and never ends
The children look at you
The love in their eyes changes you
The fear leaves
You can do this
You want to
The mondane is now the mircale of life
Growth in you're soul and they grow in their bodey's
In their eyes you see what you want to be
The day ends
The sun sets the moon raise's in the sky
The lilltle one up running jumping playing
The engery you wish you had
The life you miss
The on going day
The on going drages and never ends
The children look at you
The love in their eyes changes you
The fear leaves
You can do this
You want to
The mondane is now the mircale of life
Growth in you're soul and they grow in their bodey's
In their eyes you see what you want to be
The day ends
The sun sets the moon raise's in the sky
Whorl
I've cracked the skies open
so many times, just searching
searching
in vain
for a place that no longer exists,
not for me.
Perfection was a myth,
a lacework web created from
shadows and starlight.
I was the moonlight that faded
when the sun came up,
even your beloved flaws
just another stratum,
transparent to all but me.
Nothing can cleanse this taint,
this oil-slick film that
covers my skin
my eyes
my nose
so many times, just searching
searching
in vain
for a place that no longer exists,
not for me.
Perfection was a myth,
a lacework web created from
shadows and starlight.
I was the moonlight that faded
when the sun came up,
even your beloved flaws
just another stratum,
transparent to all but me.
Nothing can cleanse this taint,
this oil-slick film that
covers my skin
my eyes
my nose
Chapter 29
Chapter 29: I wanted one thing most in this world
Date: May 9, 1990
Location: Aboard Inferno
Mission: Figure out what place and time we'll travel to next!
Paul barfed again, the second we reappeared on Inferno. I had a little laugh at his expense. He slugged me in the arm. "Asshole," he choked out.
"Chill out, Paul. Maybe you're just not cut out for this time travel thing."
Date: May 9, 1990
Location: Aboard Inferno
Mission: Figure out what place and time we'll travel to next!
Paul barfed again, the second we reappeared on Inferno. I had a little laugh at his expense. He slugged me in the arm. "Asshole," he choked out.
"Chill out, Paul. Maybe you're just not cut out for this time travel thing."
